stfap, exams, and everything that bugs me...

another day, another plight, another time to cling to my faith.
i had a bad day today,, i was shouted upon by my dad..haha.. i know it was partly my fault.. partly.. but it's alright, at least i did what he told me to do..

i packed all my things last night. I am looking forward to going home tomorrow,yeah.. i need to relax.after a month of waking up early everyday, at last! this is it! Honestly, im just consoling myself because i know as soon as i get home, work will follow after me.. it's just that i am born to be a busy person, and i can't change that.. anyway, i should be thankful , because this work i am talking about will give me the chance to visit places, places i have never been to.. and i think, that's a consolation..

wondering about what would happen next semester, i hold on to the most positive future that lies ahead of me. Where shall I and my brother stay for the rest of our college life? what am i going to do with the venue for the debate seminar? how am i going to balance my acads with the org stuff? what should be my schedule and habit for me to become a university scholar? how am i going to answer all these questions that keep on bothering me?

i cannot answer all of these,... i am just waiting for God to lead the way.. how? why? what? it'll not be my problem anymore.. chill! relax.. God is in control..