help me!

gosh, i'm really confused.. what will i do now????!! will i try to give him a beep or perhaps a ring?? would he mind answering back? what now? what should i do.. ?! arrgghh! i hate this, what's the right thing to do, tell me.. should i wait for him and for chance to make way for us to ever meet again or will i initiate a talk and make sure he wouldn't be out of sight, anymore/? this is hilarious. im starting to break my own rules. haha.. but i guess, this isn't counted for this is not that serious one. MARK! help.haha.. ive shared a little secret to this guy, a friend of mine. i don't know, it's like we have been friends for years although we just met months ago, in kalai... going back, should i stay quiet this time? or should i be loud so he will hear me?? waaaaaaahh! i already asked advice from zham, as expected, his expertise doesnt apply this time, yeah right, he's good at making friends and really good friendship with girls (yeah, that was sarcastic),. hmm.. how i wish i could really figure out what should i do before i go home. HAZEL,is our plan working?? or will this be the end of my dream. arggh!! i hate this, i really hate this,...